there’s time being here.. i feel like shit. i feel like everyone hates me. my friend told me to shut up as a joke, it didn’t feel like it anymore even though she was laughing and smiling as usual, she’s just said it too much lately. my other friend genuinely told me to shut up though, it hurt. i’m just trying to be myself and i get that i can be annoying but it hurts. i feel like everyone can replace me. i don’t even know who like, i broke up with my ex because he treated me badly. i hate talking about him. i love to love but lately it’s been hard to. especially to love myself. i’m trying to stay happy but i have a feeling everyone finds me annoying, and deeply hates me. i honestly want a break and a hug. i can’t get that though. i hate my new school. if you read my other rants i moved 2,500 miles away from everyone and those friends i had? they’re being distant, they leave me out of everything. i don’t know if they want me here anymore, everything i say is ignored i don’t even try now