I can’t go to school tomorrow what’s the use if I’m gonna kms and not gonna study and if I don’t study nothings will ever get better but I don’t wonna work hard so I’ll js kms what the point like I feel this way every second and honestly I’m tired of my self hate I hate my messed up brain I hate that I’m so selfish I deserve to die I hate that I was born and everything is my fault and ik it will never get better bc half me doesn’t want it to I want something some pain to validate my misery.I feel stuck in this circle I can never escape but who cares I wish I actually had reasons for the messed up shit in my mind, everything js keeps going down every way js feels miserable any path I take in life
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