so i have a crush :) but what's the point he might like girls he might like boys "why don't you tell him about ur feelings" Why? because I'm nasty ugly fat disgusting a pig living in its own filth why did i have to be born i never asked to be here did i no I've been S/A by my cousin he doesn't even know So again i ask what's the point of living life is a shit hole that came to consume me because of how fucking ugly i am i don't deserve to live i don't deserve to have feeling's for people i don't even know how i have friend's i feel like they hate me so again i ask why should i live, love, and laugh my whole life is a living hell coming to swallow me up i hate how guilt consumed i am i hate how I'm living in this fucked up world where everyone calls me fat I don't even know how she thinks i'm handsome when i look in the mirror i want to smash it when i think about it i want to kill myslf i don't think this world was made for me I'm gay 13 yrs so that's my vent love all of u!