I can't do anything but stay in bed my chest feels so weird and heavy all the time I feel physically sick like throwing up constantly and get really shaky as well as just randomly crying or when I'm happy I just get a random wave of sadness I've tried talking to friends but it never ends well with them talking over me about there problems and issues I know my boyfriend would help but he's got shit going on to and I don't wanna continue to drag him down especially since he's been happier over the past few days but let's talking about self harm I do it okay but I don't go around flaunting fresh cuts. I wear hoodies or long sleeves or anything to find them and I would never and I mean NEVER show them to anyone who hasn't asked, consented, or trying to help medically so tell my why my friend told me he did it and asked if I wanted to see and before I could say no he showed me anyway even though I was about to say no. He continued doing this for weeks after and still does