To talia i hope this never finds you bc id be sad if i knew u were on this website u dont know me well and i dont know u well. we've been in choir tgt for less than a year. ur so mature and our only connection to each other is a 14yr old guy. i want to be friends with you so bad it consumes me. its horrible and i hate feeling this way. i keep like finding ppl hu are rly fun, talented, disciplined and amazing that i rly want to be friends with. but since u guys are so cool, i get intimidated and feel "unworthy" of being ur friend. im sorry if it looks like im ignoring u. i promise u im not. i js never know wat to say bc ur super cool. anyways ive stopped putting effort into trying to become ur friend bc i end up overthinking anything. instead for now i hope we can js be chill choir ppl (even tho ik ull probs move to the next level soon) sorry to everyone on this website, ik this sounds so stupid and silly but i js rly needed to let it out. -deo