The internet has made me such an angry, bitter, miserable person. I look back at the photos from 5 years ago when I was 10, and I just look so kind and innocent. I am paranoid that everyone is trying to get me in some way, I never trust any kind favors. I know that I have a loving family so it's fucking stupid of me to be so miserable. All the humor online is just fueled by putting others down, causing strong negative emotional response and humiliation. When it's not jokes, it's the political commentators spewing hatred for god knows what. The hatred is addicting, I could just be looking at something I enjoy like cooking but I can't stop looking at content creators who are trying to evoke a strong negative response and getting angry and then them being insulted in the comments. It's like society only thrives in a dynamic cycle of hate and anger where it's back and forth between everyone and everything at the same time.