WARNING: Burn out, cussing, feeling of hopelessness, bad esteem. It sucks. Every fucking day is the same. Verbally abusive parents, getting nagged, isolating myself in my room. My only "coping" anymore is music and maladaptive daydreaming, I try other ways but it truly is hard. What do I do about it? I'm such a crappy person. I'm tired of being the happy one, I'm tired of being humble and saying that my problems are "just temporary". The effects aren't. The effects these problems have on my life aren't. No one will listen, and if they say they will, that's a lie. I dream of a better home, a healthier family, a better LIFE. I just deal with the same things over and over again. Suicidal thoughts don't help, and I never get the comfort I need. The mother and father to hug me, and pack my lunches, and set routines for chores. I never get any of that. It's the same miserable cycle, and I need someone to be there for me. Are my problems even significant? Am I a pick-me bitch if I ask that?