Part: 1 You ruined my life. This person -I'm not sure of their pronouns anymore so i'll use They/Them- we were best friends. They came out as pan, and shortly after I started catching feelings. They were my gay awakening. We dated, and for the first time I felt free. We went through everything together, s/h struggles, family struggles, drama. They were my light. But I truly think I was being groomed, they would always force me to kiss them, making sexual comments, never letting me hang out with my other friends, always wanting me to them-self. Then we broke up and all hell broke loose. We had a situation where the cops got involved, now we have a no contact order -Nothing awful just a text that was sent. its too much to explain, if your interested in what happened let me know- . After that they came to me, and told me that they were being Sexually assaulted/raped. By a person we'll call kitty. I'll continue on part 2, I really need this story to be told, I need it off my chest. -Taz