im fucking tired theres so much stress in school my parents have high expectations my teachers are horrible i feel forgotten left out lonely and like i can never live up to people's expectations im jealous i feel like a shit head i cant stand up for myself i cant stop saying yes to ppl i let ppl use me im so awkward im a loser i dont have a friend to vent to like evryone else all my friends feel fake and leave me out of stuff i miss the person i loved that i destroyed my relationship with i cant do the right thing i fall for peer pressure all the time i hate myself hate hate htate