I’m in my first good relationship my first real one that is healthy but I’m used to only having toxic relationships and I’m trying my best to be a really good girlfriend but he told me he was sad because it didn’t seem like I put in as much effort as him and I totally crashed out on him instead of trying harder or trying to talk it through and now I’m scared that now he sees me differently I don’t know what to do since he’s the first man to treat me well and I know it’s just dumb teenage love but I already feel like a failure how do I improve myself I don’t want to be such an angry person