I feel like my mom always leans on me and projects her problems onto me, like I have my own problems… she constantly is weird towards me. When I was finally comfortable with having my scars out, she fucking kissed them, and she always tries to force kisses and hugs onto me. Also I’ve been feeling like there is nothing keeping me here anymore and all I could think of today while I was in school was “I want to stab myself.” “I want to bleed out onto the floor” “I want to kill myself. I don’t know. Nothings going right, and it’s not like anybody’s daily routine would be ruined if I died.