I just hate my life sometimes. Life has never been fair to me and I've accepted that mostly.. But sometimes it just gets to me. I'm so tired of being seen as "lazy" when I'm just disabled. Being lazy is a choice, being disabled is not. It's so not fair.. Because I wouldn't be able to hold down a job.. And I just feel so useless and like behind all my peers.. A lot of them are in college or at least enjoying their life.. While I'm stuck at home living with my parents.. I barely leave the house. If I could leave I would. But I can't. I just feel like another bill they have to pay and I feel so guilty it eats me up inside. And as I don't have an income I depend on them.. But they refuse to buy me mobility aids. Ive found some for like $30 on Facebook marketplace but they still refuse. I don't know what to do. I'm just sad I guess..