there's somthing wrong with me I don't know what is it that I deny god and deny comfert from others is it that when I was younger I almost drowhed myself is it that I starve myself to cope and think about cutting my wrist to an unhealthy amount is it that I want to vilontly kill myself by ripping my skin off and smashing my teeth in with a hammer is it that I'm not good enough for this socity why the fuck does God hate me so much why cant I just be normal just eat stop starving yourself
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