Rant #32101

i have two friends and they (ofc) are closer to each other. All the time, I feel so lonely which is crazy cause if u spoke to me last year I wouldn't be complaining about that. Things change a lot over a year. I feel like people who I used to speak to last year or before that, look at me like a weirdo (??) idrk. i do feel like a weirdo who just follows my friends around and i know i am. i hardly have a social life. i cant wait to get out of this stupid. fml. am i a loser??