TW: Self-harm. I hate how much of a coward I am, every mistake, big or small, grab the razor and cut myself, it's hard from stopping, I hate looking at my wrists, I cover them up, I tell them that my cat scratched me. I'm scared to tell the truth. I hate myself for being a coward, that I discipline myself through harsh and painful ways. I take accountability for my wrong doings, I admit that I am wrong, but what I am ashamed is that everytime I take accountabilty, the outcome of having to harm myself because admitting myself that I am wrong isn't enough to prove that I am forgiven. I am sorry for being a coward.
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