I hate being so vain but I remember the exact moment I became that way. It was not long after I started high school at the age of 11 (which is usually the age people go to high school here, too young in my opinion though). The boys in my class were debating which girl in the year was the fittest. Obviously my name never came up. But I wanted it to. I felt so jealous of the girls whose names came up and ever since then I wanted guys to talk about me like they talked about those girls. Call me a pick me, but this shit starts young. And 11 year olds should not be going to high school, I was shaking for about 4 months straight and I still have nightmares about getting lost in that building and I'm 30 now