Maybe I didn't read it properly. This is the problem. I don't read things properly. I try to. I read it over and over. It's like I miss out words because I'm trying to understand it too fast. If I try to understand it with each word in order, by the time I've got to the end of the sentence I've forgotten what the beginning and the context was. I don't like to blame everything on ADHD but I'm guessing that's why, because I know I'm not dyslexic, if anything I'm hyperlexic. So I overcompensate. I read it carefully, over and over. I check again. I hesitate before pressing submit, and I check again. And then it takes me ages to do anything. I get hardly anything done because it takes me so long. Everything takes forever and I still end up doubting myself and worrying. And somehow I still end up missing important information and fucking it all up.