i just want to be rich man. i know what to do in order to get to my goal of making 10k a month, i know i need to focus every day and spend atleast 1-2 hours just doing my skill and then other skills daily, but for some reason i just keep falling back into the cycle of scrolling, watching youtube, playing games, etc. ive pretty much cut off all my friends and stopped hanging out with them online and irl since i dont vibe with playing games with them like that anymore.. what do i even do? i know what i want, what to do for what i want, but im not doing it... why.. i dont even know myself why im holding myself back maybe its cause im fine with where i'm at, as a part time employee and college student. i dont even know anymore kind of just feel like lying on my bed and crying