My mom compared me to the blow up Christmas decoration in our living room and told me that I'm a fat disgusting little girl and no bitch or niega is gonna want to marry or date a fat bitch like me and that I'll be alone for the rest pf my life and said that she wished God gave her a daughter she can actually be proud of and compared me to our neighbors daughter and my cousin, both who il she likes more then me especially our neighbors daughter, and ik that if she had to choose between me and her she'd choose her in a heartbeat because she's skinny and pretty, and she's studying to be in the medicalfield, and ik she dislikes the fact I'm in legal classes and such, ik she'll never love me and I wish I was enough for her but I never will be.