Past few months since August my life has genuinely sucked, I was sexually assaulted, i'm ultimately behind in school, my mom blames me for my sexual assault, the sexual assaulter was ultimately my step-dad who 'cared' for me my whole life and just around 3 weeks ago killed himself, she blames me for that too. And ever since he did it feels like people disregard the fact he did what he did to me, I do feel like an a-hole for thinking like that. And also something completely unrelated but also feeds into why my life sucks so far this year is my phone is broken and I am not getting a new one. Thank you for reading this I just needed to let this out
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