I hate my mom. It’s been like this for a while now and I’ve been in therapy trying to figure out how to deal with it. But I’ve finally reached my limit. Every single day I wake up and wait for a fight to start and without fail it happens. And every time it happens all she says is “I’m here to support you” and “Why do you always make me out to be your enemy?” Why is it always in my head to her? My therapist said something about EMDR and I’ve been through trauma in my life so it made sense to me. When I told her, she remarked that I hadn’t been through trauma that would require it and basically shut it down. My depression is getting so bad. My poor boyfriend hears about this sometimes but I don’t want to bother him. I think if I keep telling him these things he’s going to break up with me. Even though he says he wants me to tell him when I’m struggling.