My fam don't have to be a colossal prick today but they are. Invalidated me denying my feelings cuz they didn't wanna hear it this morning. Even when I tell them they got attitude they deny it. If someone told me that I'd say I didn't mean to sorry. But they're too stubborn for that. All because they're coming down from a drunk. They don't remember calling mom a bitch or making a Giant shitty deal because we had no hot chocolate here. But all that is still up there in memory and I told them they clearly don't gaf. They've put me through so much in life more negative than helping me. Why? I'm a good person and TRY to be kind. We have asshole karen neighbors that's impossible to do. 3 of them. One no longer bothers me the others well it's not a good situation. Also my late uncle and ex uncle called them an asshole years ago I overheard the conversation. Point being my family dont gotta treat me this way. People don't understand me I go through so much bullshit it's not right.