So I've been so worked up lately about nothing I feel so stupid and theirs is a giant pit in my stomach and it feels rotten no matter how much I try to be clean and I just feel so useless sometimes and I self harm because I want to die and I hate it so much and my friend has a much more worse life so I feel like mine doesn't matter that much and I just want someone to love me I want the feeling that people have when they can just hug someone and be all better or cry loudly so the parents come and comfort them not be afraid to say anything to anyone and my dad just got out of surgery and I'm just so done with this year.
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