Rant #31838

i'm debilitatingly in love with a celebrity in a band i feel conceited and stupid for thinking that if we met something would blossom. im literally tyler catastrophemaxxing bro it also brings me great sadness when i think of the idea of never ever being with him maybe this is a product of the fact that i literally have no friends in my life right now and nobody who actually cares about me but the cope is real and i spend about 70% of my time fantasizing about it