01/11/26 Sometimes, I feel too tired to do anything, or I get distracted by something. It's usually because of everything in my head. I keep thinking about everything that happened that day, or everything I could have done better, or everything I should have done in the past, or every mistake I ever made. I'm genuinely so tired of life, and because of all this, I can't get stuff done, and it all piles up, then my parents yell at me, and I can't tell them any of this because they'd just ignore or brush it off as me being "lazy", but I'm actually trying to make an effort. They just don't see it.