Rant #31819

I wanna stay in bed forever, play my phone all day, masturbate however I want, eat food on my bed, isolate myself from everyone, and keep on doing all that on loop until I rot into my bed. Because I feel like I'm not capable of anything. Even if the guilt will still haunt me, it at least have some benefits, because I won't have to face annoying people, make embarrassing moments, or worry about my future because my target is just to rot