İ havent been eating prodorly for the past 4days and havent been eating aswell.bc of homework and failing my dad again...i have and still strugle frim SH, axsiaty/stress,depresion and suicidal thoughts, i help my suicidal friend ever since her sister died, but no öne thinks adout me,i do music as a thing and im Good at it really, but my PC is very bad and i also play genshin, the game me and my friend plays, shes very nice and kind friend and the only one who actually cares adout me tbh and whitout genshin we dont talk alfter school, but my GB is runing out so i wount ne albe to play... İ think, i have been not toching sunlight in weeks only when i go to school ör music classes, i only study and work on my debut... Nothing else. My dad is saying if i dont get better at school he will take me out of that school... And i wount ever have friends again...BC im asoical and dont talk to ppl.. idk if i will live until somone sees this but yeah....