I make a silly face in every photo because I’m so ugly that every picture I take looks horrible. If I look silly I’ll look ugly on purpose, and that makes me feel better. I feel so annoying when I complain about my looks but it’s true. I’m ugly, very ugly. I am so disgusted by my own face that I can’t stand to look at myself or go out in public. I can barely sit in class normally because of how riled up I always am about my looks. I’m fat. I don’t eat any lunch at school anymore and I try to not eat at home. I know it’s bad for me. I know it’ll do me no good. As long as I lose weight I’ll be happy. I don’t want to be fat.
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