im 23 and it feels like everything is on fire. everyday is so hard. im exhausted. no one in my life knows i started smoking cigarettes because of the stress. i feel like im carrying the emotions of everyone i know on my shoulders. my job is horrible and my bosses are the worst. ive been staying up late to give myself more time to be alone, to feel like i can finally breathe because everyone else is asleep. it feels like we have no future because of the worlds and what is happening especially i the US. i wish for some sort of relief.