i was so excited for halloween today . there was a speech and debate tournament that me and my friends were going to and afterwards one of my friends and i were gonna come back to my place and hang out and have so much fun and then tomorrow we were gonna go to the stores super early right when they opened for the really cheap discounted candy but today. day of. halfway through the day right before we were going to hang out she texts me saying she was cancelling last minute . i spent last halloween alone too because my girlfriend had broken up with me that day last year and i was in hysterics about it . i thought today would be better because i would have someone with me to have fun with but even then she didnt want to be . i think there is something inherently unlikable about me and i want to talk about it to other people but its halloween and nobody wants to hear sad stuff on a holiday . i dont know what to do anymore