I've never dated anyone. I may be young and still in school, but all my friends have..they mock me for it constantly. They've all had multiple boyfriends. Every month there's someone they're talking to, someone they're crushing on, someone they're dating. I've never had a single guy show interest in me at all. I've always been ugly Always been fat. The only times guys have talked to me was to tell me "oh my friend likes you" just to get a reaction. When I was younger and it would happen, I was so naïve. I thought it was a good thing, I felt happy..until I realised it was just for laughs. I wss ugly. I was fat. Still am, really. But that's how guys see me, I suppose. I don't look like other girls my age. I'm not pretty. I'm not popular. I'm shy. I hate talking. Maybe that's also why they avoid me. Maybe I'm just unlovable. Maybe I'm not worth it