Sometimes I think that'd it'd be better if I were gone or maybe if I were someone else. I have so many regrets. I have so much to say. Nobody gives a single damn about me. That's why I'm writing this and not phoning a friend. I don't have any. I don't understand why I'm not good enough. I can be funny and really supportive. I'm not super affectionate and I lack the social skills that most girls have. I just don't get how to do it. I don't understand how other people can get along so easily and I'm just throwing myself a pity party because nobody wants to be my friend. I'm literally a grown adult. It's not for lack of trying. All I do is try. I'm just not good enough I guess.
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