I can't sleep. I'm just tired of living at home. I'm tired of my dad expecting me to be cooped up forever inside the house and never want to go outside just because he doesn't want to leave the house ever. I can't drive and even if I did there's nowhere I could put a car and he says I wouldn't be allowed to use his. God I want to die. I hate being trapped. He's always like "I don't understand."