i shouldnt be upset at all. im in a good college, my grades are good, im meeting new people, i made new friends, im joining clubs that let me follow my passion. i went out to lunch with friends yesterday and i loved it. i just got a really expensive gift a few days ago that ive been wanting for months. yet im sobbing hard as i type this, and i dont know why. i have people that love me, but i dont want to bother them with this late at night. it just gets so unbearably quiet at at night, i feel so alone and lonely.