I feel like nothing is ever fair, and everyone feels that way, but is so exhausting. I’m the middle child and the kid of a single mother, and I feel like I’m either invisible or the person that everything falls on. I’ve struggled badly with mental health for years and no one checks on me, but when my room gets messy or I don’t do a chore then I’m picked apart. The chores my siblings won’t do fall on me because I’m “reliable and independent.” I’m not. I want to be given attention and babied like my other siblings. I’m the only one with a job, the only one in school, so no one thinks I need any help or attention, but I do. I don’t get whatever I want like my other siblings do, I don’t get to spend time with my mom like they do, I get told no when all they hear is yes. I’m just so tired of it and I want it to be fair. I don’t get along with my siblings anymore and I have no friends. I have bpd and it makes it hard to socialize. I hate every aspect of my life.