I feel as though my boyfriend doesn’t love me anymore, and going through that unrequited love feeling has been tortuous. I feel as though I third wheel him and his friends, have to initiate every interaction and dates, only sometimes receive his attention, idk. I love him so much, but I am a very emotional person and I feel like that’s difficult for him to understand because he is not, so it’s been tough as I am going through such a difficult time right now. I just need to feel some love, but it feels like he doesn’t know how deeply I do. I’m just so tired of ruining everything, I just want him to be happy. In the past, not even that long ago, probably just weeks ago, he would talk about wanting a future with me, give me reminders that he loved me and valued me. Now, I feel like I bore him. I hate this feeling, I just want everything to be over. I ruin everything. I keep bringing up my feelings and he’ll tell me I’m not a burden, but I wonder how long till he’s tired of me