I don't think I'm enough for the world. I don't want to die; I actually want to be here and participate in life, but I can't do as much as I should, and every day there are new demands that I fail to meet. I don't know if this is just how life is or if I'm just not capable of maintaining my life every day. I want to live, but I don't enjoy it. Nothing feels rewarding; nothing feels interesting. I'm craving gratification every day so I can do what I have to do, but it's not really sustainable given our current reality. I don't know how to adapt to life when my brain and emotions completely disregard it.