It's 3 something a.m again... and im here swimming in thoughts. Its sooo bad but the worse part of it all is that i don't have anything to talke to, so i result in looking for rant websites lmao. Im pathetic and hopelessly inlove or romatic whatever u call it. I hate it. I hate how im not satisfied w myself. I hate how i feel that every damn time someone shows kindness i feel this funny feeling that i fcking want them for myself. I hate being selfish and selfless at the same time. All that shit and i don't act up cuz im scared of rejections and knowing that im not enough. I just want to feel, to know that im enough for once... fml, this probs the octosadness kicking my butt.
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