i hate that im hypersexual i hate that my own dad made me this way i hate how everyday i have to touch myself them feel like shit because i wanted to go fishing with my dad when i was a child i fucking hate that mad with every breath in my body but i cant tell anyone i cant talk to anyone or even stop seeing him the last time i tried to tell someone they thought i was lying the worst part is it didnt just happen one time its happened multiple and im horrified hes going to do it again he knows i struggle with this because of him hes bought me adult things to use i cant live with myself if this happens again i cant deal with having to go thought this more of having to see his face when he smiles of calls me the nickname only he uses when he touches my waist or holds the back of my neck i have him so much and have no one to listen to my cry and scream because of the anger i have for this filthy fucking thing i have to call me "dad"