i hate myself so much i want to die btu im scared of doing it i hate everything and want to be alone but i want to be held and loved so bad its all i think about all the time i hate my dad and many for hurting me and making me want to fucking die but i can't tell anyone i have no one to talk to so i have to use this website i'm so mad and upset at the same time but i cant cry and if i do cry everyone calls me pathetic i know they talk about me and i know they fake being happy to see me im hypersexual and despise myself for it but cant stop i cant fucking do this shit anymore
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