im trying to better my mental health and im definitely getting there but i cant fucking handle talking to my bestfriend at all because he is extremely unstable and mentally unwell. i love my best friend and I dont want him to think otherwise (he definitely is cuz he overthinks so much, i guess it would be correctly thinking this time around) but i just cant do it. i dont know what to do anymore im the only person hes close to and im too worried hes going to end up killing himself at some point if we stop being friends. everything they complain or talk to me about has become irritating at this point. im so tired and i have no one to talk to. i dont want to burden my family members and the only other person i really talk to is a friend who doesnt deserve to hear me rant about all of this.