I'm starting to have doubts of the religion I follow. Yeah, I never prayed like I was supposed to, and I never really tried to practice, but when I did, it felt like nothing would happen anyway. I never also got how if God knows everything, and determines what the situation YOU will be in, and they know what will happen, then what would be the point of me trying to better myself. It doesn't make sense why I still try, even if fate has predetermined me to eventually have doubts. I can't change anything no matter how hard I pray and actually dedicate my time, can I? Because God already determined what would happen anyway. God already knows and set up my doubts. God put me in this situation. I feel helpless. I want to search for a reason, but I get blamed for everything that makes me doubt. While that is partially my fault, I still have some doubts. I just wanna know, why? Why am I stuck in this situation if God knows I won't change? And even if I have the chance to change, would it work?