my boyfriend came over today and let me make it clear i love him a lot. but things have been getting really sexual between us lately. we have known eachother for a year now but been dating for like 5 months. i like to take things slow usually, but he gets turned on really fast by me. we were making out today and started getting intimate and he suggested we go lock ourselves in the bathroom. i was turned on too so i said yes but i feel like we went really far today. in the bathroom he took of his underwear and we gave eachother head for the first time but I felt quite uncomfortale doing it. i couldnt say no because i want him to feel satisifed by me and if im hones i wasnt even in the mood, i just did it for him. as i was giving him head he told me to go further and further which made me gag and he was kinda pushing me head into it. ive always had a bad gag reflex as a child and i guess it didnt go away. i still feel it and it makes me sick. i feel like i was rushed into it