Rant #31189

ik i should love myself and all but sometimes i hate being alone and wish i had a boyfriend that i dream about. i h8 my (?) family, sometimes i get this rlly strong feeling im adopted idk i cant explain it. im just alone in this world. i wish i could hug my boyfriend rn while it rains outside and he’d tell me everything will be ok and help me fall asleep while holding me in his arms while he hums a lullaby and strokes my hair.