i self harmed for the first time because i got rejected, i feel like i’m not valid because of scarring myself over something so stupid. i’ve never really felt loved and no one really returned their feelings for me, i thought i would finally get a chance when my friend told me that he was questioning if he likes me, but he said he didn’t care. i felt guilty for putting him in a situation like that and i felt like doing that to myself was the only way to get rid of that guilt, but i only feel worse than before