I keep thinking of a breakup I had last year that didn't last long this dude called Ricky I still think of what I said saying we need to break up sorry I found someone I'm lesbian sorry for not telling you and its stuck in my head and its making me feel worse at night in nightmares I'll see Ricky what's worse he is in my class fucking great right? JUST WHY WHY WHY WHY!!??!!??!?! I HATE MY LIFE I HATE SAYING THAT TOWARDS HIM BUT HE REJECTED ME WHEN I ASKED TO GET TOGETHER AGAIN FUCKKK!!!!!!!!!!!! this is torture I hate this but GREAT I'm a guy he's straight!!?!??!! and dating someone already I wish he will like me back one day I'm praying he will but I haven't told anyone I was trans btw at my school fuck trump for taking us lgbt peoples rights away