I feel like I'm too much for people and take up so much space. My friends possibly don't truly like me and just feel forced being my friend and want to leave me already. I never feel like I'm good enough and that I'm just a ugly, disgusting whore who doesn't deserve amazing people in my life. I have uncontrollable thoughts and I can never escape from these disgusting thoughts. I feel that I get overly attached to people and that I'm way too weird and inappropriate. I wish to be normal and Itry my best to control myself, but I'll always be the disgusting person I am. Maybe if I left my friends they'd feel happier and freer.