I just got fucking screamed at by my mom that I have to just "get over" being told I eat enough for 3 people. I had a borderline eating disorder for all 3 years of middle school, being so weak between malnutrition and open wounds that I couldn't open the school doors. Their exact comments are the reason I was underweight from ages 11-14 and only just recently beginning to gain but weight but IM somehow the one who needs to just get over it as if their comments didn't cause permanent damage to my body between the lack of nourishment during some of the most formative years and the self harm that occurred because even starving myself didn't make me feel better
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