i hate how stupid i am. i study, i pay attention during class, but nothing ever makes sense. everything just flies out of my brain. i dont want to seem like a burden to my parents. what if i fail highschool? what if i fail university? what if i end up homeless? what if i wont make the family i always dreamt of? all because of my stupidity. i want to be pretty, i want to be tall, i want to be smart, i want to have it all. but i cant, and you cant to. whoever is reading this, dont give up. try your best, and remember. there is always someone to talk to. i love u all.