I'm a senior. I'll leave my parents. I'll leave most of my friends. I think I'm a disappointment who want to capture dreams that are so far away. I constantly think about my dead mother who I don't even remember, and I think "what would she think?" I am trans. I am applying to jobs that have good insurance, but they don't higher me. I am supposed to be applying to colleges but I know that this year I'm not going there I feel like a disappointment to everyone: My parents, my siblings, my friends, and especially myself. I fear that I will be a disappointment my whole life